im really fuckin tired out hea' all the time thinking what will gonna happen tomorrow when i woke up im thinking bout my studies my sister my mom my dad if whats happenin to them ........i dont really know what to do im confused of somethin but the fact is i dont even know what is it im confusing for its a damn shit thing right????????........ im just here in my blog now talkin wif myself i think so cox i have nothin to do and im bored on facebook so i just invi my wall cox im lazy responding walls sometimes...... and if im on facebook i seldom pop out my chat box cox i usually dont wnna chat too much.........and one thing do i really change??? my friends in school told me that im becoming more rude than before as usual im always rude in school but this time they really mean it im becoming that rude....well thats life i said .....how come????? cox im thinking too much deep in my life thats how it is....told them ..... its always me i think so being that rude to those ppl in school whom i dont even know i kept thinkin all the ppl i love and now its just like its killing me i mean the pain i cant take it........i cant even help them or ask them if they already have eaten are they fine or sick......its hard i mean really hard bein in my situaion i cant go higher cox im always goin deeper ........ as long as i miss them im feelin so alone that a hand can never touched.......
as i know everythin that i want i get it wearing the best toxido and italian shoes that i could ever imagine behind those ones im totally broken glass that can never be the same again...thats what i think of my self now
im waiting for the time that the broken glass will be fixed again wif the same texture the same glass the same one........but when will it be??????
