there is my sister DERICKA DENASKI at the right side when your facin the computer she's 20 years of age takin up doctorate im very lucky to be her younger brother ....i love my sister so much she's always been a big help for me when im down..that even my parents dont understand me sometimes........when i get into trouble she's always there makin reasons in school hehe......even my friends they also called her savior..... min and kevin are luckily o be my besfriends too cox i have my sister to take care of them too and be their older sister just like mine.....when i had this serious accident that i almost findin myself very hopeless she's there cryin prayin a lot together wif my friends......as usual my parents wouldn't even know that i was involve in a car accident..till now they dont know bout it... cox they will worry bout me a lot just like seeing my sister.......well greatfull im still alive .......my sister is very kind to people she loves me so much she have lot of friends out there.........she's also a happy person as many ppl knows but as i can see no ...behind being happy she also seems to be very sad as i noticed just like me ......i also know she mises our parents and were nott at the same how's cox she has her dormitory near her school.....there was one time when i visit her dorm when i slowly open he door i saw her crying holdin our family picture saying i miss my family a lot........i was so sad tha day i just kept on thinking my sister i couldnt even sleep so i decided to call her in my handphone.......i ask her how is she? she answered "ohh derick im great im fine. how bou you?" i answered "im feelin great too" i asked her again "how was your day?" she answered "i was really happy wif my friends " i said "really? then i ady old heer bout what i saw on her dormitory then she cried a lot on the phone saying she mises me a lot and our parents its hard to be alone w/o your family...........at that night i went there in her dormitory i slept there...............mornin comes i was wonderin shee's happy again its just like nothing happened i ell to my self "MY SISTER IS REALLY CRAZY" lol but really i love my noona a lot i dont want ppl will hurt her i'll kill someone just for my sister .....lol as if i can lol

To my favorite teacher
told me never give up
To my fifth grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the guys I've missed and the girls we've kissed
Where are you now

To my ex-best friends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
Sing along in my car
To the face I see in my memory
Where are you now

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved
Didn't show it enough
Where are you now

Where are you now
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

I know we'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change but I know
I won't forget you

To the ones who came
Who we're there from the start
To the love that left
And took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
They'd never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be how I am
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I'd be nothing
Where are you now?

im really bored now i wanna go home but doctor saids im gonna stay hea' 2 weeks more argh! i miss goin to school playin sports really damn freaky hea' but all nurses are kindah pretty lol..........what else erm....i wna go visit my friends min and kevin bro miss you guys even though your just hea' in my side lol.....they are playin video games hea' in the hospital good thing my room is privatee lol but thankfully they are not that noisy i wna paly too but not now :].............oh by the way thid two doofus brought me some choclate cookies which i like the most ^^ thanks brothers.....ohh thats what it is :] they brought me choclate chip cookies coz min wants to borrow my shirt and kevin wants to borrow my shoes haha these two are very silly lol............. they come and visit patient just to ask favor on it lol............ a....hese pas few days i received many letters from my friends sayin get well soon those letters are really nice of you hank you verry much for caring me i really appreciate it a lot and those ppl send me fruits thanks.......love you guys and for those sendin me flowers everyday thanks a lot too btw dont keep sendin flowers a lot im STILL ALIVE PPL IN THE USA lol but anyway thanks ..... for DREAM BOYS in school thanks for visiting me hea' just for me to see your new print out shirts thanks lol for the NERDY SOCIETY thanks for those books .......even though im boring readin it ^^ FOR THE SKATER BOYS they just vivsit me when they need an extra trucks lol take care guys see you soon........AND FOR ALL MY FRIENDS IN FACEBOOK thanks special mention to: kanari, cindy, my brother jeremy love you bro, my brother again dae hyun thanks bro for cheerin up, ....love you guys a lot.......knock my head if i forgot somethin lol.........what else??? oph MS. CAROLINA ADAMSON haha this teacher was really obssesed wif me lol see you soon and for all the gays OUT THERE THANKS FOR MISSING ME .............HANKS FOR THE LETTERS TOO....lol

till hea' for now........FB gain :] saranghae

me

hi my name is Derick jeoung Denaski im 18 years of age i was born November 12 1991 in seoul south Korea...my mom is Kim soo yun she's half Japanese and half Korean and my dad is Billie anderson denaski his a full blooded american...and i have one sibling her name was dericka denaski she's my noona ....when i was 2 years we moved in california my sister and i grew up hea' .....my mom is in manchester in london she's a doctor and my dad is in new york his working as an civil engineer and my sister is studying doctorate in los angeles and she has her dormitory so i have tto say a home alone ...........im studying as a freshmen college in california state university northridge one of the most expensive school hea' in california im takin up civil engineering just like my dad ......i understand that my parents are workin hard for us to have better future and can send us to an expensive schools.....but im still unhappycox im alone.....same as my sister.....i have everyhing i've waned havin all my gadgets branded clothes branded shoes, watch, car and everythin....but its worthless when i dont haf my family beside me...good thing i have my friend min his just like me alone in the house and parents are not living wif me .....we both do anything rully makin other ppl mizeable all the time waking up neighborhood in the middle of the night lol......bombing shits lol warfriek sometimes lol........thas how it is ;;;;;but i have my very best friend nicx were at he same range we both born in korea then migrate hea' in california actually shes our family friend our families are both professionals her dad is engineer too her mom is dietician in london too but not in manchester :] we both go school togeher in mission san jose high im older a bit one yea' from her but now shes not wif me coz she needs to go in the philippines to study college thats what her dad wanted ......nicx was my first girlfriend in my life we've been together for almost 7 years but i screwed her up coz im hinkin what will happen to me somethin like that when i left her at the airport i directly went church ....crying.......T.T but now i moved on and still were besfriends.................

im happy wif my life now bullying such ppl hahaha lol but im happy wif being who am i ....i think lol

hi everyone im derick jeoung denaski or can call me simply derick